Confusion and a mix of other emotions

Me, Myself and I:

I'm just not too sure what to do with the whole home-life because Oedipus isn't spending as much time as he used to at home. And as I mentioned before, I still don't know whether that's because I did something wrong or it's because the stress is just really getting to him. Part of me is slightly worried because I know that something is wrong and I don't know how to fix it.

I'm worried about him. I've finally gained some courage to ask him about it but he is isn't willing to talk to me about it, he's just saying that it is confidential stuff about work and that he can't talk about it. But that's strange, you know? He's never quite acted like that before even though he's under stress, and we both know that he isn't telling the truth but he isn't willing to admit such a thing, which is really annoying me.

But I'm not going to call him out on it just because he's been under so much stress lately that I don't want to mention anything that's bad. I've always felt that going home is a kind of "safe enclosure" that everyone should be able to experience when they go home, so I've never been one for "Spill your secrets!" I think I'd much rather family members open up by themselves without you asking...we'll see how that turns out. I have faith in him.

- Jocasta

I just..

I've googled a little bit about palm reading in general and a lot of people recommend continuously going to the palmister to get your palm read to see if anything changes. I'm thinking I might do this rather than dwell on the fact that I'm slightly terrified of the reading. I don't think I was wiling to admit that before, but now, now I am. I don't know how else to say it but, who the HELL wants to fuck up their sister and murder their father in cold blood?

But you know what, I'm just going to go visit the palmister maybe....every other week or so? Something like that, and if in 6 months, it's the same, I'll...try to dig a little deeper. I have to focus on the research and development of the drug, and I can't do that if I am constantly worrying over my family and personal life.