Understanding Life

I just went back to the palmistry a couple times in the past month..and even though prophecies are supposed to change, mine still isn't. I'm worried half to death...

Part of me tells myself that I shouldn't believe such nonsense!

I've never plotted to kill anyone except the palmister, and it's absolutely impossible that I would have ACTUALLY gone through with it. And I can't face Jocasta at home, because even though I don't think we're sister and brother - I mean, what are the chances of that actually happening? She's freaked 4 years older - but that shouldn't ever mean anything. I don't know what else to do!

Later and Later

Me, Myself, and I:

There have been some nights that Oedipus doesn't even come home, he says that he'll sleep at the office just because he has way too much work to do and that the drug breakthrough is nearly there, but he says that every night. It makes me wonder whether he actually has some kind of breakthrough, or he's seeing someone else at night just because we haven't been doing stuff that he wants, or whether he's mad at me and doesn't want to see me because I did something wrong. I don't know what's wrong, and I don't know how to solve it or what to do. I'm lost..

I've approached him about what's wrong, but he's not willing to tell me. He just says that it's work related - but even when he was developing his career, he was never so obsessed about things like that. It wasn't that bad before...I'm not sure what I can do...

Thanks,

- Jocasta