Writing Here

Me, Myself, and I:

I'm not really accustomed to writing in diaries often, but I thought I would give it a try (to write periodically) just because...I don't know, why not? It's proven to be helpful to release all your positive (and negative) thoughts and sometimes, I think that there are too many of them bottled inside of me. I've been talking to people who constantly tell me that they write in diaries rather often, just to release their thoughts. And I thought..why not?

I'm a little adamant about the future - about the future of Oedipus and I. We've been dating 4 years already, and I don't know whether that's enough time to push it further - and I don't think it is. And this is the only steady relationship I have ever been in, and I have absolutely no idea how to keep "steady" relationships. I've never really been in a "steady" relationship to tell anyone what it means, so I don't know how to proceed.

- Jocasta