Really?

Me, Myself, and I:

I've found out why Oedipus was out on Friday nights...he went to the building, the one that he got the blueprints for - over and over. Cal thinks he might have been visiting one of the young ladies there. Cal thinks that Oedipus was having an affair. My god, as if this couldn't get any worse!

I can't believe that Oedipus would do this kind of thing to me. I thought I was a "loyal"-enough wife that he wouldn't go searching for another person. I'm almost taken aback that he would feel the need to find someone else. Part of me doesn't believe it. I want to see it from him - see pictures of him with this girl, and then maybe - just maybe, I'll fully believe it. Even if there are pictures, there could a thousand more reasons. I want Oedipus so say it to my face, if it's actually true. I'm in denial.

But on the same hand, maybe he was there...not because he was...doing things with her, maybe her home business is there? Or maybe he was visiting her father? I just don' think Oedipus would do something like that, not to me. I thought I could trust him - I know I can trust him, I don't think it's even remotely possible that this could have been him. I respect him far too much that I can't put this past him. I just don't believe it!

We'll see how it plays out.

- Jocasta