Heading Back

I know it took me a long time to get to the Rockies, it took me almost 5 days with a combination of hitchhikes and using the small amount of cash I have to board trains, but I think I'm going to head back to Toronto now. It's going to be awfully awkward talking to Jocasta, but I think we can get past the awkwardness. I need to know that she has my back, and I can't imagine how she's doing after almost a month of no contact. I couldn't do anything about it because I purposely didn't bring my phone. I thought I could live my life without the people that were originally there, but clearly not. Jocasta had such a large effect on why I lived life and how I did. I miss her, even though I'm not willing to admit it. I do. I really do.